was sort of on hiadus but I need this more then ever

so, since September eh?
well, here's the run down; girl meets boy (doesn't really like him) boy likes girl. Girl hangs out with boy (still doesn't really like him) boy really likes girl. Girl grows to like boy (sort of) Boy likes girl more then she thought. They make out. Girl is cool with boy.

and here I am.... "girl"....Slowly coming into a relationship of sorts and not really sure about what is going to become of it. I would like to say that I dont mind getting into a relationship I think after a year of some sort of single hood and I think I could be ready for this. but there are so many outside complications....that I'm not sure that I want.

besides that this is going to be a good year, I've survived another decade which is always a good thing. And just like the last year that (i was finished with since like june) began in a horrible way, this year will be a good year. perhaps later I will do a year run down or something...but none the less


Happy new year lovely's!